zmorganaz

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zaterdag, 11 april 2009 om 08:42

You have no idea how much I like you.I really wish you are mine.
That night when you kissed me, when we were so drunk, when you were all over me...
I couldn't hide my feelings, I put your hand on my heart. I'm sorry it beated so fast. But I was the one who made it all start. I knew what I was doing I wasn't really that drunk.
I knew what I wanted so hard. I wanted to hold you all night long. When you kissed me I wanted to kiss you back, our passion was so strong. When you touched me I wanted to touch you even more. Your breathe of pleasure came out like an amazing song. I wanted to give you everything, I didn't want to stop. But the voices in my head were whispering how happy you are now with that boy. It just made me feel wrong, I felt bad.
Someone would get hurt, If it would go on it would end in pain. But still I wanted so deeply that you would scream my name. So everytime you wanted to touch me, I pulled your hands down on the bed and said that it was enough. I wanted to get off her but I couldn't resist. I just couldn't stop I just kissed you again and again... and again. I was lost.
At some moment I really thought you felt the same. Cause your eyes shined when you looked into mine. The way your hands stroked my head softly and how you rubbed my hair on such a nice way. It seemed so perfect, it felt so fine. But it wasn't ok. I made you do it, I made you feel gay. I needed to stop, like I said I felt sad and still I feel myself confused and bad. I keep printing in my head that it was just lust. So the feeling was not the same, we were again in such game... right? I hope someday I will forget. I'm sorry I really am, but I miss you so much.