x__OJ__x

I was told,
Every person get a day when they're young
I guess they skipped over mine,
Cuz I've been waiting for too long
Why they won't leave me alone,
I just wanna have a life
I'm sick of living in the dark,
tripping searching for the light
I'm a soldier so I fight, till I'm running out of breath
And I ain't running from the devil,
it's a war until the death
Dear Lord help me out,
I think you missing all my calls
My back against the wall,
and I ain't got no time to fall, at all.
I probably messed up a lot in my damn life,
and the more I done, the more I surprise.
But deep inside I struggle with how I feel
about some girls and the drugs that I deal
I wanna turn away, but still I know that it's real
And deep inside I pray, that the Lord'll be my shield,
My pain is for real.
I'm sorry.

Peace
OJ