Sir_Demon_Boy
man - 21 jaar, Sint-Pieterskapelle, België
Blog 75
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Aniron (I desire...)
When I woke up this morning
I saw the sun shining bright
I heared the birds in the trees
I saw butterflies playing with each other
I walked under the leaves in the golden forest
Accompanied by Elves
I heard them sing
But didn't understand a word of what they sang...
O môr henion i dhû:
Ely siriar, êl síla.
Ai! Aníron...
Tiro! Êl eria e môr.
I 'lîr en êl luitha 'úren.
Ai! Aníron...
It was like a love song
But a sad love song
I asked them what it meant
'From darkness I understand the night:
dreams flow, a star shines.
Ah! I desire...
Look! A star rises out of the darkness.
The song of the star enchants my heart.
Ah! I desire...'
And it makes me think of you
Because you're the star that enchanted my heart
The very first time I saw you
Now you may wonder why it's sad...
Because I feel sad 'cause I'm not by your side... -
Cry for Truth
Once what you spoke was truth
You're teased only by doubt
Inside me - SERPENT's voice
The SANDS of TIME will Dissove
I cry - from where I stand - for truth
Lies - my reply - are growing
I bought - with dreamy pictures - my ship
Death - lies in the seas
I sale, but don't know where I am
I'm sinking - NO ONE around
My last sound I utters
I CRY FOR TRUTH -
Dead Memories
Sitting in the Dark I can't Forget. Even Now I realize the time I'll never get. Another Story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again, I can't go back again...
But you asked me to love you, and I did, Traded my emotions for a contract to commit. And when I got Away, I only got so far. The Other Me is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head...
We Were Never Alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my Heart.
You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a Knot and got me submit. So when I get away I only Kept my scars. The Other Me is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong...
We were Never Alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my Heart...
Dead Visions in your name
Dead Fingers in my veins
Dead Memories in my Heart... -
Desire me
My soul lies open, a vast landscape
You turned me mute, with your fear / your voice
For a long time, cries are unheard
You made me blind, with your beauty / your pain
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - take me in your arms?
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - feel the same I do?
You're so near to me
Still so far away
I know you for such a long time
I never met you before
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - take me in your arms?
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - feel the same I do?
Mankind's resurrection - to careen in silent place - feeling lonely
Me, the dream, nobody dreams of, will you dream of me? dream of neverending desire? Will you dream of me? Live for me? Will you?
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - take me in your arms?
Will you ever - desire me?
Will you ever - feel the same I do?
My lips will be sealed
Until I'm in my grave
The time has come
I do not longer crave ... you -
Fragile consciousness
I love the way you cry
When that crystal heart is torn apart
And my eyes hiding to see
I love the look on your face
That fragile consciousness
The fact that you need my presence
The only true friend you have
You gave up all you were - WHY?
Your soul is filled with emptiness - WHY?
You won't make it through the night again
You're crying like an angel
You're craving salvation
You just realised - I'm your angel
You want me - You left me
I love it wen you turn down your happiness
Your eyes eager to see a smile on my face
That fragile consequence, you need my presence
The only true friend you have
You gave up all we were - WHY?
You soul is filled with emptiness - WHY?
You won't make it through the night again
The tears you cried in vain
You wake always, tired of your life
You left your happiness
You embraced your somber fate -
Shell of Sorrow & Misery
In the dark
I see your shadow
Visions haunting my mind
My dreams, my veins
I yearn
I yearn for you in tears
My life's thrown away
I believe you'll be there
With awe I turn to you, look you in the eyes
The tears are blinding my sight, my feelings are chaos
The truth is too painful - I can't accept
A life without you - I can't accept
I'm imprisoned in myself
I'm imprisoned in this shell of sorrow ... and misery
I run to face a light which is not here
I search for love I once found, but now is lost
Running in circles, can't go forward / can't go back
Trapped in the circle - always searching
I love
I love my precious one
I won't rest - I won't stop
In the neverending struggle for my life
I'm imprisoned in myself
I'm imprisoned in this shell of sorrow ... and misery
I'm stuck in my pain
My life has no tomorrows ... only mysery -
Guardian Angel
Through darkness and broken galls
I'll come for you, only if you ask
There I'll stand, only for you
Million miles between our lives
They can't keep us apart from grieving hearts
Sealed love - Godspeed my darling
For your name - I'm calling
For our love - I'm falling on my knees
If you cry - I'll hold your head up high
I'll be there on your side, I'm your guardian angel
In the garden of lonely love
I'll wait for you - till the time will come
When I see your smile - just for me
Love & loss embrace the pain
You can't hide your tears in the rain...
I'll be there on your side - just wait darling
If you cry - I'll hold your head up high
I'll be there on your side - I'm your guardian angel
I will do the things that I can do to light your life & see you smile
It breakes my heart in two - 'til I see you smile
Just for me - 'til I hear you breath
Calm & free &
Until you sleep - I won't let you grieve -
Secret of the Runes
In the beginning there was a void, a big gap of darkness, filled with the primal forces of creation. The heat of Muspel and the ice of Nifel made the essence of life come forth from the void. The first living being, The Giant Ymer, was born out of darkness and he is the ancestor of the creatures of the universe. The world was formed from his slaughtered body. Ginnungagap is the black hole from which everything came out and into which everything will return in the end.
In the middle of the universe you will find the world of man. Some say that Midgard bears the most beautiful leaves on the worldtree Yggdrasil, but the world of man is a very fragile world and it is under a permanent threat. The sophisticated balance between polarities which is the fundament of Midgard, could easily be disturbed. If that would happen the forces of chaos will inundate the earth and the end will be the only future for mankind.
Upon a mountain in the middle of the universe, high above the world of man, rises the abode of gods. The shining halls of the gods circle in the sky like the stars and the twelve signs of the zodiac. Only those who are brave and pure of heart will be brought up in the air to the palaces of Asgard. They will ride upon the rainbow and fight side by side with the gods on the end of days.
Somewhere behind the border of the known world you may hear the drumming and the heavy steps of the giants. They are born out of the primeval forces of nature and descend from the time when not even the gods were born. Their brutal power is only surpassed by their wisdom, since the old age of the giants have made them see what neither gods nor men ever will.
The dwarves and the black elves live below the ground and in stumps and stones. Among all creatures in the universe they are the foremost blacksmiths. Deep down in the underworld they forge the treasures of gods. They use the metals from the veins of earth to create the most precious things. It has been said that this folk may be able to teach you the secret of alchemy and the knowledge of making gold out of earth.
The shining ones, the elves and the fairies, are beings of enchanting beauty. They act as a thought or a fantasy and it could be easy for you to be lead astray by their splendid light. You may be lifted on their wings to the highest of skies, but beware...in the next moment they may let you fall.
From the south comes the forces of chaos and destruction. The ultimate heat from the world of Muspel will very soon burn the world and turn it into ashes. The firegiant Surt rides with his hords to meet the gods in the final battle of Ragnarok. But the whell of fate will turn once again and from the ash a new world will rise.
The world of ice in the distant north is a very mysterious place. Among its fog and inside its ice, the seed of life is buried. When the heat of Muspel turn the ice of Nifel into a stream of water, the creation begins to take place. Even though the frozen water of Nifel conceal a spark of life, this is first of all a place of death and the world fear the lethal strength of the icegiants who were born here in the beginning of time.
There are two races of gods. The Vanir-gods of Vanaheim belong to an old stock of gods, maybe even older than the Asir. They live on fertile fields and near the sea. They are known for their power over life and happiness and the seed is their symbol. The lord and lady, Frej and Freja, are the rulers of Vanaheim and they are united in the sacred marriage which brings life to the arable and pasture lands. Not known to everyone is the secret lore of witchcraft which the Vanir - gods teach the chosen ones.
Hel, the goddess of death is also the goddess of fulfilment. Her name means both "hole" and "whole" and she governs not only death but also the process of birth and rebirth. Hel was hurled down to the world of ice in the beginning of time and there she created nine dark worlds. The bright god Balder and the power of the sun descend into her misty realm, but in the future Balder will be reborn and rise from the womb of Hel like the sun in the springtime.
The runes are the secrets of the universe. Their inner meaning is hidden and concealed to the uninitiated. When you learn the secret of the runes your eyes shall open and you will become a god. By ancient techniques of ecstasy Odin enterd into the dark spheres of runic wisdom. He sacrificed himself to himself in his search for knowledge. If you follow his example and enter the way of Odin you might be told the true secret of runes. -
Bohemian Rhapsody
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality
Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see...
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy...
Because I'm easy come, easy go, a little high, a little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me...
Mama, just killed a man, put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just began, but now I've gone and thrown it all away...
Mama, ooo, didn't mean to make you cry...
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow...
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters...
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody... I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth...
Mama, ooo, I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all...
I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the Fandango...
Thunderbolt and lightning... very very frightening me...
Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo figaro... Magnifico
But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go... will you let me go?
Bismillah! No... we will not let you go... let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go... let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go... let him go
Will not let you go... let me go
Will not let you go... let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no...
Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me...
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye...
So you think you can love me and leave me to die...
Oh baby... Can't do this to me baby...
Just gotta get out... just gotta get right outta here...
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters... Nothing really matters to me
Anyway the wind blows... -
Until The End Of The World
Haven't seen you in quite a while
I was down the hold, just passing time
Last time we met it was a low-lit room
We were as close together as bride and groom
We ate the food, we drank the wine
Everybody having a good time
Except you, you were talking about the end of the world
I took the money, I spiked your drink
You miss too much these days if you stop to think
You led me on with those innocent eyes
And you know i love the element of surprise
In the garden I was playing the tart
I kissed your lips and broke your heart
You, you were acting like it was the end of the world
In my dream I was drowning my sorrows
But my sorrows they learned to swim
Surrounding me, going down on me
Spilling over the brim
In waves of regret, waves of joy
I reached out for the one I tried to destroy
You, you said you'd wait until the end of the world
