SayHelloToMyFists
vrouw - 18 jaar
Blog 23
somethings are better left unsaid
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Even true friendship knows his end .
When we were little we weren’t used to think about what will happen .
We were just so young we didn’t had a clue ,
no one ever thought about what they were planning to do .
We were running around like chickens with no head ,
just happy ,but we hadn’t seen anything yet .
We had our shit back home .But no one ever felt left alone .
We were there for each other ,and got each other’s backs .
But we never thought that it all could change like that .
Everything vanished in to thin air .No one and nothing to share .
Is this how we wanted it to end ?Or was it all just pretend ?
I think we just walked to a dead end .Everyone grew up ,to what they have become now and are trying to become that person that they aspire to be .
So many years passed by and no one could stop for just one second to just look and see think and feel free ,and go back to the past .
When it all seemed so wonderful and easy to go through and that everything including are friendship could seemed to last .
But we were to naïve we were so foolish to think that we would all stick together .
Is this what we used to call forever ?
Am I just the only one who thinks about my youth ?
And where are now all my so called friends that used to live in my neighborhood?
We grew apart
And lived along in each other’s heart
But as we look back
We see the shades of the lights that cleared our path
Back in the past .
We live along
With no start to thinking where we belong
But If ever anyone of us feels left alone
Just think about the time and the place what we used to call our home . -
I just can't do without you .
I'm contimplating phrases
As I'm staring to those happy faces
Now that I'm alone
I feel like a child searching for a home
Everywhere I go, I hear and see your name
Just missing you
Don't know what to do
You're so important to me
I just can't do without you
My love for someone never felt so true
You're my future and my past
I wish you were my first and we met long before
But you're surely my last
You got me in the palm of your hand
And at first I couldn't understand
But now it's crystal clear
You're the cure against the pain and fear
I hate those lonely nights
I hope you could come and make it right
And now I'm having this single fight
Trying to fall asleep every single night
I just want you by my side
I'm sorry that I'm not a shining armor knight
But I'm trying to make all your dreams come true
That's what I do
You're so important to me
I just can't do without you
My love for someone never felt so true
You're my future and my past
I wish you were my first and we met long before
But you're surely my last
You got me in the palm of your hand
And at first I couldn't understand
But now it's crystal clear
You're the cure against the pain and fear
After I've forced my eyes to close
Even then I see you
What do you see with your eyes closed honey?
Can't rest without you in my arms
You're so close in mind, but so far away
Do you think about me like I think about you everyday?
You're so important to me
I just can't do without you
My love for someone never felt so true
You're my future and my past
I wish you were my first and we met long before
But you're surely my last
You got me in the palm of your hand
And at first I couldn't understand
But now it's crystal clear
You're the cure against the pain and fear
And now I realise how the pieces seem to fit
You're the only girl I want to spend my life with
My desire for you, I need to keep it in control
Now I'm just holding on
And once upon a time seems so like a child's fairytale
But I guess for us it's true
Oh darling I love you !
And this tale will never stop being told
You mean the world to me -
Somewhere , Somehow ,everything has changed
I must have seen it comin'
The end of all this .
Somehow it happend .
And I still don't know fo' sure oh just
why?
I guess I just wasn't good enough .
Somewhere in my mind
you're still there .
And I can't forget 'cause you know
we've been through so much oh yes
you and me together .
And all this shit hurts twice as much
'cause I never saw it comin'
I was not prepared .
'cause you said we were Forever .
I know it was true and you meant it when you said it .
I know for damn sure that it was true .
I guess I'll never be good enough for you .
seems that people can change .
remember when you said that
that's all just a fairytale .
But we've lost touch , we 've lost our friendschip
And somewhere ,Somehow everything has changed .
And I see you slowly fading away ,I can't bare the sight .
'cause you said we were forever .
But maybe one day , one day we'll find it again .
And know fo' damn sure that
'till than truely you'll always have my support
in my heart .
You'll always be , in my heart oh girl
You 'll always be.
in my heart
My HEART .
Isabelle ! <3 -
Not anymore what we used to be
The things we used to see in each other and used to say
are just a glimp in our memory
we're so sclose to each other , but still so far away
we are not anymore what we used to be .
I'm not saying that we're through
and I'm not saying that I'm leaving you
but I've just got no clue
what I have to do,
I'd like to say that I love you
And I swear what I say it's true
I never wanna lose you
We used to think we were forever
and that we were ment to be
do you still remember
and I'm not saying it's the end between you and me
but we are just farther than ever !
I'm not saying that we're through
and I'm not saying that I'm leaving you
but I've just got no clue
what I have to do
I'd like to say that I love you
and I swear what I say it's true
I never wanna lose you
We are not anymore what we used to be
not anymore what we used to be
picture perfect love only exists in fantasy
but I don't need that , only reality
where I've got your name burned in my memory
And my thoughts of you are still the same
I proudly bear your name
I hate it when we fight
I love it when you hold me tight
and maybe we're just afraid
of losing each other because of all the faults we've made
But we're just farther than ever ..
And i'm going to do everything to make it better
I'd like to say that I love you
and I swear what I say it's true
I never wanna lose you
I never wanna Lose you! -
This band that bounds our lives
I already said it for a thousand times.
This band we have that bounds our lives.
Isn't something that's easy to break.
My love for you ,I swear It's Not fake.
You're the glimmer of hope in my eyes.
And each sunrise.
I know why,this love will never die.And tears that fall from the sky
will wash ayway the past .I'll be free at last .
I'm here ,
I'll let go the fear
catch every single tear
and make you clear .
You're not alone ,I'll fight for you with flesh and bone .
No one will do you any harm.
If you ever fall I'll grab you by your arm .
I'll make sure you're alright ,every single day and night .
I'm here for you ,I'm here to stay .
I promise I'll never walk away .
'cause this love between you and me ,is ment to be -
I never wanna say goodbye to you.
No matter how fast the time will go
and how slow the past will fade away
No matter how soon we have to call today ,yesterday .
When I think about tomorrow ...
It's just another day like each and other day
that I can love you, that I can say your mine .
that I can think now ,everything's just fine
but I hope time will not go that fast
'cause otherwise this all
will soon be past .
But I know for now that everything's just fine
oh i wish there was just one way to hold up time .
'cause i never wanna say goodbye to you! -
Forever.
when you look at me ,
you see something that others can't see .
And I can always count on you
no matter what I do
you're still here
and the thought that I can lose you any single day
is almost the only thing that I fear .
You're everything to me !
can't you see ? ..
I cannot live without you
cannot breath without you
eat without you
or sleep without you .
I just can't make it through
I swear and believe me baby when I say
I love you truely with all the pieces of my tiny heart .
I did it from the first moment ,the beginning ,the start
I always did an I always will.
You know I loved you even way back ,long before we even kissed or something .
Baby keep this in mind , you're my everything .
Without you there's no meaning in this life
I need you
and I always will
'cause without you I just can't survive .
oh girl I love you
my gorgeous ,pretty angel .
♥ ♥ ♥
forever ! ♥ -
The Love That runs through my veins
And I will love you
And I will care for you
And i will hold
your head above
the waves that hope
to swallow and
drag you down.
I see fear
in your eyes
yet they still shine
with passion of
an indescribable kind
like a blanket of stars
in a moonless sky
as the world
continues to hold us
against this endless horizon
in this lonely sea
you and i
knew for the first time
what it meant
to be together
and still remain alone
but at least we know what it’s like to be loved
When we lived our live and we’re old and we’ve had enough
We could die like this
in each others arms alone
miles and miles far
from what we call our home
but this ending is beautiful
our hearts could beat as one
as we close our eyes
for the final time
goodbye faith
goodbye fear
nothing can never
take this from us This love that runs through my veins
The love for you .It will last forever ! -
READ THESE WORDS
Dream by dream
you took them slow
everything I once had
is now gone for good.
I search for hope
I remember it
when you said
that'ssomething i'll never find
But at least I know the difference
between wrong and right .
READ THESE WORDS
THAT I JUST WROTE .
so that you you know
and I can show
that you're nothingless
than a shade
past and cold
Everything is your fucking fault !
I left the thoughts of you
far away behind
And I tell you know
the point of this writing shit .
my story
past and cold
done and yet , Untold .
I seak for something
and I know for sure
I will find what I am looking for .
So hold your tongue and save you breath
'cause you're only out for destruction .
SO READ THESE WORDS
THAT I JUST WROTE
so that you know
and I can show
That you just can't win
you're nothingless
than a shade from yesterday
past and cold .
And everything is your fucking fault ! -
No hope left .
Say what you have to say .
when there's no hope left ,
but don't say you never left me
and you're here for me .
now nothing remains .
can you feel the distance ? ..
If you're not planning to stay .
help me carry the pain
and take the troubles from my hands .
before you shut the door .
like I said , no hope left
only pain marks in my chest .
remains
