Blog van Delphine Levrau

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Phienn — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 08:05:57 UT

In het begin alles flex, goeie sex,
Dacht eindelijk een chick waarvan ik heb gedroomd.
Je was m’n vrouw,
Maar op een dag toen ik je zag voelde alles uit het niets weer dood gewoon
Beter gaan we nu al uit elkaar,
Dan dat we opgefokt na jaren zeggen "had ik maar.."
Misschien krijg ik spijt, maar je raakt me kwijt..

We staan op drijfzand
We zakken dieper in de shit
Blijf van me lijf want,
Dit heeft echt geen zin
We staan op drijfzand
We verdienen beiden meer dan dit
En denk nou niet zo gauw, dat ik niet van je hou
Maar juist omdat ik zoveel om je geef
Is het beter dat ik niet meer met je leef..
We staan op drijfzand..
We staan op drijfzand..

Soms ging het goed, vaak ging het fout.
Tussen haat en liefde zit een dunne lijn
Al die welles en nietes
Dat is niet goed voor mij
Beter gaan we nu al uit elkaar
Dan dat we na 10.000 tranen zeggen "had ik maar.."
Het is over, geloof me
Je kan nu beter gaan

Want we staan op drijfzand
We zakken dieper in de shit
Blijf van me lijf want,
Dit heeft echt geen zin
We staan op drijfzand
We verdienen beiden meer dan dit
En denk nou niet zo gauw, dat ik niet van je hou
Maar juist omdat ik zoveel om je geef
Is het beter dat ik niet meer met je leef..
We staan op drijfzand..
Totdat het drijfzand ons omsluit red ik mezelf er net op tijd nog uit..
Kijk me niet meer aan, bespaar me elke traan , ga hier ver vandaan

We staan op drijfzand
We zakken dieper in de shit
Blijf van me lijf want,
Dit heeft echt geen zin
We staan op drijfzand
We verdienen beiden meer dan dit
En denk nou niet zo gauw, dat ik niet van je hou
Maar juist omdat ik zoveel om je geef
Is het beter dat ik niet meer met je leef..
We staan op drijfzand..
We staan op drijfzand...

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Phienn — Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:26:36 UT

To my Mother
To my Father
It's your son or
It's your daughter
Are my screams
Loud enough for
You to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence get's us no where
Get's us no where way too fast

The silence
Is what kills me
I need someone
Here to help me
But you don't know
How to listen
And let me make
My decisions

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence get's us no where
Get's us no where way too fast

All your insults
And your curses
Make me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like
I am nothing
But you make me
So do something

Cause I'm fucked up
Because you are
Need attention
Attention you couldn't give

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence get's us no where
Get's us no where way too fast

I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
The silence get's us no where
Get's us no where way too fast

I'm sorry

Phienn — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 22:42:51 UT

This is the first
(thing I remember)
Now it's the last
(thing left on my mind)
Afraid of the dark
(do you hear me whisper)
An empty heart
(replaced with paranoia)
Where do we go
(life's temporary)
After we're gone
(like new years resolutions)
Why is this hard
(do you recognize me)
I know I'm wrong
(but I can't help believing)

I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late

You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me

[photo]55015029[/photo]

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Phienn — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 08:02:25 UT

You cool your bed-warm hands down on the broken radiator,
And when you lay them freezing on me, I mumble "can you wake me later?"
But I don't really want you to stop and you know it so it doesn't stop you
And run your hands from my neck to my chest

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cause' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

It's been minutes, it's been days, it's been all I will remember
Happy lost in your hair and the cold side of the pillow
Your hills and valleys are mapped by my intrepid fingers
And in a naked slumber, I dream all this again

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cause the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cause the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

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Phienn — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 14:52:08 UT

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me (ohh)
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman

I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman (superhuman)

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman

I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life (oh)
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman

[photo]49613421[/photo]

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Phienn — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 16:08:07 UT

Niets dan de stilte hier nu om ons heen
Voor de dag begint heb ik je even voor mij alleen
Ik pak je vast en druk je dicht tegen me aan
En ik dans met jou

Straks neemt de zon je zeker met zich mee
Nog heel even dan deelt het leven ons weer in twee
Dus ik geniet zolang je hier nog bij me bent
En ik dans met jou
En ik beloof je uit het diepst van mijn hart

Als de muziek stopt met spelen
Dans ik met jou
Op het ritme van m'n hart
Dans ik voorgoed met jou
Al stopt de aarde met draaien
Verliest de hemel zijn blauw
Ik dans nog steeds met jou

Ooooh ik heb jou tranen in m'n ogen
Je hart klopt als het mijne
Zelfs de woorden die ik spreek zijn van jou

Op de golven van de liefde
Dans ik met jou
Tot het einde van de tijd
Dans ik voorgoed met jou

Als stopt de aarde met draaien
Verliest de hemel zijn blauw
Ik dans nog steeds met jou

Oeeehoee
Ik dans nog steeds met jou
Oooooh
Al stopt de aarde met draaien
Ik dans voorgoed met jou

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Phienn — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:51:34 UT

Let's get it poppin' ,Shorty,
we can switch positions,
from the couch to the counters in my kitchen

[photo]46115688[/photo]

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Phienn — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:47:05 UT

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from here to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

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Ik mis je..

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Phienn — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 09:51:41 UT

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't have before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that I hope will never leave

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
there you are to show me

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

~voor m'n lieve pépé en mémé~
~07-10-'06 ; 20-10-'06~

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Phienn — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 14:41:50 UT

Thing about love is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true?
I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me ..
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind !!
Say it again for me ..
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love !!
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me ..
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind !!
Say it again for me ..
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love !!

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind !!
Say it again for me ..
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love !!

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love !!

Say it again ..

18-08-'07

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Phienn — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 13:04:37 UT

And I’ve always been a million miles away
but things are gonna change
I just wanna come home

[photo]39777202[/photo]

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Phienn — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:16:33 UT

1. Wie ben je?
2. Zijn we vrienden?
3. Hoe ken je mij, en sinds wanneer?
4. Heb ik een invloed op je? Zo ja, een goede of een slechte?
5. Wat vind je van mij?
6. Wat is de leukste herinnering die je hebt van mij?
7. Hoe lang zullen we vrienden zijn?
8. Hou je van mij?
9. Ben je verliefd op mij?
10. Zou je me zoenen?
11. Zou je mij knuffelen?
12. Wat valt er op aan mij (uiterlijk)?
13. Wat valt er op aan mij (innerlijk)?
14. Wou je dat ik cooler was??
15. Geef je score op 10 over mij?
16. Geef mij een bijnaam, waarom heb je die gekozen?
17. Ben ik lief?
18. Hoe lang ken je me al?
19. Beschrijf mij in een woord.
20. Wat was je eerste indruk?
21. Denk je nog steeds zo over mij?
22. Wat is mijn zwak punt?
23. Zal ik later trouwen?
24. Wat maakt mij gelukkig?
25. Wat maakt mij ongelukkig?
26. Als je aan mij denkt dan denk je aan...?
27. Welk liedje doet er jou aan my denken?
28. Als je me iets zou kunnen geven, wat zou dat zijn?
29. Hoe goed ken je mij?
30. Wanneer hebben we het laatst elkaar gezien?
31. Heb je me ooit iets willen zeggen, maar kon je het niet?
32. Zou ik iemand vermoorden?
33. Hebben we ooit al seks gehad?
34. Mis je mij?
35. Mis ik jou?
36. ga je dit op je blog posten om te zien wa de mensen van jou zeggen???

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Phienn — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:10:29 UT

Your warm whispers
letting me drown in a pool of you

The L-Word

Phienn — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 09:02:38 UT

"What I want is for you to write “fuck me” on your chest, and then I want you to walk out that door & walk down the street. And to anybody that wants to fuck you, you say, “sure, sure, no problem”. And when they do, you have to say, “thank you very, very much”. And make sure that you have a smile on your face. And then, you stupid coward, you’re gonna know what it feels like to be a woman."

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Phienn — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:06:23 UT

I am jealous of the people you hugged today because for a moment they held my world.

<3

Phienn — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 20:48:35 UT

Es gibt nur ein Wir

18-08-'07 until forever

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Phienn — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 21:58:21 UT

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

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Phienn — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:42:22 UT

And I could spend forever in the palm of your hand

18-08-'07
Tien maanden samen met m'n schatje
Thanks for being mine.

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Phienn — Sun, 25 May 2008 08:32:05 UT

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say ‘I do’

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me breathless

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Phienn — Sat, 24 May 2008 09:07:20 UT

You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say let's hang up on 3 but we don’t ever do it
Ain't it crazy how after all this time
We got that you hang up, no you hang up kinda love

We got that you hang up, no you hang up kinda love

BabyBabyBaby--

Phienn — Sun, 11 May 2008 19:47:10 UT

I wrote your name on my wall
3000 times last night
You were on my mind
That's what you do to me
That's what you do
That's what you do to me
That's what you

Then one by one I went down the line
Just repeating it
Cause it makes me smile
That's what you do to me
That's what you do
That's what you do to me
That's what you

Some say that it's
Just strange
To act that way
But they don't understand
No they don't get it
You're so magnetic

Schattie

Phienn — Thu, 08 May 2008 13:22:19 UT

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

<3

Phienn — Sat, 03 May 2008 19:53:14 UT

Als een kus op mijn mond verraadt, dat jij mijn bed verlaat,
klinkt de schreeuw in mijn hart omdat ik dit zo haat..
Zie mij, kom dichterbij, ga er niet voorbij,

Ik wil niet dat je gaat!

Kom maar met de zwoele nacht weer aan je zij,
Kom deze keer iets dichterbij,
En dichterbij wanneer ik weer eens met je vrij..

Kom altijd bij mij!

Lief liefje,

al acht maandjes en twee weken ondertussen! Ik zie je zo graag!
't was weer een prachtig weekend met jou! Nu heb'k gezien dat'k net zo'n trouw wil met jou als je mama en Riccardo..

Lieve zoen!

Liefje

Phienn — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 19:44:13 UT

Watching the stars at night
There's nothing that I'd rather do
The moon is the only light
That I can use to look at you
So let's make this memory last
Of this night that we've come to claim ours
I promise I'll never forget
Such a perfect night under the stars

The air is warm with comfort
The air is warm with taste
There's nothing we have to look out for
So let's make the most of this place
So let's make this memory last
Of this night that we've come to claim ours
I promise I'll never forget
Such a perfect night under the stars

Dennis & Delphine, Pukkelpop, 18-08-'07