Blog van Koen aka Raven Moonen

What if...

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 16:07:17 UT

Artists create the entertainment for the world...
Or are we the entertainment for the world...
Mere puppet's and playthings for others?
Our pain or joy entertainment?

Tell Me...

Am i your plaything?

Rain6

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 23:22:51 UT

You fall down
make me shiver
You feel so cold
let me hear your music
You surround me
crawl down my spine
You let me have peace
Hide my tears
You wash me

Mirror

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Thu, 21 May 2009 00:38:11 UT

Who’s looking back at me?
My bare hands clenched at my throat.
Your Screaming to me to wake up.
The fantasies and candy stores are over.

I accept the agony of life.
At the brink of destruction.
Far away from what was home.
With only knowledge left.

Leaving it all behind, running free.
I howl to the moon and stars.
And provoke Death to hunt me down.

Piece by piece, shard by shard.
It cracks, falls into pieces.
But the eyes looking at me.
The hands who touch me.

Looking through the glass.
Seeing something what was lost.
Now found back.
Facing a beast I do not fear but love.

Pulling it out of it’s prison
Embracing it, saying hello.
2 voices speaking as one.
As I look at myself.

Nobody looks back.
It always there.
Now it’s here.
Say hello to me.

de mens een complex wezen

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 20:51:42 UT

zijn alle heiligen zondaars of zijn alle zondaars heiligen...
is dit het moraal waar de mens op is gebouwd...
simpele richtlijnen om ons in bedwang te houden...
de menselijke kern die uit egoisme bestaat te onderdrukken...
deze kern die zo sterk is...
maar men toch afhankelijk is van elkaar en een groepsdier is...
maar tevens toch de neiging heeft om iemand of meervoud buiten
deze groep te plaatsen...
maar toch weer niet zonder kan om zich menselijk te voelen...

de zwakkere helpt om zich beter te voelen...
uit sympathie, empathie...

maar toch weer de zwakkere buitensluit...
wet van de sterkste toepast...

complexe wezens zijn we of niet dan ?

angel in the sky

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 23:01:37 UT

when day dies
the moons comes crawling across the sky
an angel cries
today his god did die

the curse of a god
his loyal servant fell
left to starvation and to rot
he became founder of hell

cast out from heavens gate
vengeance was his
the head of this mere god on a silver plate
on his sacred flesh he spit and piss

he took his throne
lucifer, reign in hell
but alone
conjuring mortal with his spell...

vertrouwen

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 23:06:22 UT

met vage ogen keek ik door de dikke mist
flarden van vroeger, heden en nu schieten aan me voorbij
tranen gelaten, wegen scheiden
het ene moment komt en het andere is weg

vijanden komen en gaan
echte vrienden zullen nooit bestaan
voor ieder een bittere traan
waar zullen we heen gaan

op de eenzame koude weg naar verbittering
een kras hier en daar
de ziel geschaad
het hart valt uit mekaar scherf voor scherf

ervaring maakt de ziel oud
rimpels en een frons voor iedere val
verdriet voor ieder verraad
opnieuw geboren vanuit haat

verdriet verandert in haat
het tikken van de klok gaat door
de krassen zullen blijven staan
maar mijn weg zal ik gaan

de mist trekt weg het zicht wordt duidelijk
zo duidelijk dat het brand,verschroeid
uiteindelijk is de ziel niets meer dan as
een restant van z'n voormalige zelf...

ceremony

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 02:05:06 UT

under stars
slithering serpent
forked tongue
cloven hoof
white maidens flesh
red stream
ceremony...

fight

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:48:23 UT

FIGHT!

i'm not afraid
i can see in the dark
i can't fake the tears
need to know the truth
resist the pain
when i know my heart is right

i gotta fight
it wil be alright

vampires

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:41:56 UT

at night she came out of her tomb
her eyes full of thirst
a skin as pale as moon herself
she hungers...

fly into the night
into my arms
let me be with you
it takes you one bite

let me take you to the stars
into the night...

vampiric xtc

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:38:04 UT

from the first bite on
your blood like thunder rushing through my veins
it is unholy love
your my vampiric xtc

the waging war of heaven and hell intervened

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 08:20:36 UT

blessing angels so divine
conquering fields of battle
the ones falling from grace
unleashed by blackened magic

making angels and devils weep
condemn them to an aeon of enslavement
shadows expanding
see the darkness arise

the darkness around me side by side
conjuring the dead
skies turn to ashes
dust rains from them

wasteland of doom
plains of despair
fields of death
land of the dead

upon the altar of bones
sacrificials that burn through history
legion of the damned
enslavement of the holy army

condemned the unholy
sorrow taken in their arms
plagues and ilness unleashed
the unknown cosmic force

on the doorstep of the heavens
where dead angels lie
through portals of hell
where devils burn

dance with me

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 08:10:22 UT

Dance with me...

as she takes my hand
caresses my lips
taking me of to neverland
i lay my hand on her hips

through misty plains
in the dark lakes
into grievous pains
a flame in my heart awakes

we dance through the night
she touches me gentle
kisses me with her poison
being with her is like death himself

raining ashes
tears of angels
as we dance
le dance macabre

as we gain wings
on a silver cloud of angel tears
we dance on nebula-rings
dancing through skies with untameble fears

is this the night of my coming?
do not worry i dance through sky and night with her
but she let me loose and was not coming
and suddenly i fall down to earth without her

she walks the cloud path alone
nor misery nor remorse
she chained me
fear her call

and become a deprived soul
through aeons of silence she wants to dance
and take the lament mortal soul
tonight

...

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 07:57:20 UT

nocturnal poetry
soothing comfort in the night
sirens tears fall from the sky
washing away the pain and guilt

alone

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 14:57:42 UT

I don’t believe in saints or sinners
I believe in me

Cause a remembrance I have
In the end your alone

Count on yourself
Because your alone

Dance with the devil
Flirt with the dead

And when the roses bleed
Nobody will remember me

On my cold grave a name : anonymous
The only fame I have is to myself

Let me fade away
Like footprints on the beach

Disappear with the waves
Onto a better place

My own heaven
Or my own hell

What is more to my liking
Sorrow and mourning or hand of joy

Torture is ecstasy to me
Love hurts, angels cry

Rain falls down on my face
As I look into the stars

I see them all fade away
Just as my own heartbeat

In time nobody will know me
Finally peace

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust

And a rose for my tears…

misery buisness

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 21:21:43 UT

welcome to the carnival lady's and gentleman
today in the show a misery buisness...

i walk my path alone
the road made out of bone
where no light shone

i don't see the sun anymore
the world is a perverted whore
it only screams for bloody gore
my blood

i want to leave
settle into my own grief
be free and oh please let it be brief
open the gates

to sorrow in the morning
let me be free
never felt a warning
let me be

leave me alone
who knows ?
let me rot to the bone
i've got many blows

a secret to you
what i am
trite but true
not holy it is i am

i am a gentleman
a buisness man
a man of class
the man with the misery buisness

the winterwitch and death

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:08:43 UT

when darkness falls
she comes out of her cave
waving the scepter of ice
freezing us to death

a hex she cast on us
hearts froze to ice
shivering in the dark
the sun behind fog

flowers coverd in frost
ravens soaring through the sky
the leaves have fallen
skies cry snowy tears

the statuette on my grave mourns
a grieve pain for the loss
of a life, now frozen
and preserved underneath the earth

here i lay now
my body so cold
waiting for the day
the sun will shine again...

my eye

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 18:56:18 UT

my eye

look deeply into it
do you see the beast in it...

can't you see that it is not my fault
that i'm chained in a prison so cold...

i warned you...nobody listens nor sees it
until the second i bit...

now you feel my claws running up your back
you can scream and plead and flee i will track...

but still i have icy chains
if they will be taken off what are the remains...

of you?

lonesome

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 19:05:14 UT

leaves fall from the tree's
as my heart crumbles

rain falls out of the skies
as tears drip out of my eyes

a cold wind
like the emptiness i feel

in the sky a lonesome star
for the loner to look at

lucifer

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 22:44:22 UT

She was not one of them
She never had a friend
She was the one that got chased
She was not one of them
She always stands alone
Nobody gave her returns
she was always pushed around
she was not one of them

She is in love with the devil, She is in love with Lucifer
This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears
Fire is falling from the sky, she is burning down her past
She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ
Love with the devil, She is in love with Lucifer
This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears
Fire is falling from the sky, she is burning down her past
She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ

Her parents died by accident
She never felt in love with someone
Nobody understood her fear
And every night she cryied for help
she prayed to God 'cause she was told to
But he never spoked to her
She felt so cold and left alone
But then the fallen angel came

And then the fallen angel came
To heal the pain inside her heart
Her broken heart
she close her eyes and soul
His goodness and the truth
She is not alone
He's always there

She is in love with the devil, She is in love with ucifer
This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears
Fire is falling from the sky, she is burning down her past
She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ
Love with the devil, She is in love withLucifer
This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears
Fire is falling from the sky, she is burning down her past
She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ

Geweldig nummer <3

schizofrenia

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sun, 26 Oct 2008 10:22:45 UT

voice 1

all alone now
in my empty room
full of teddybears and candy
or... am i not?

voice 1

hello, who's there ?
who are you ?

voice 2

be silent! take your medicine
i am your other half

voice 1

i'm so dizzy
where am i
am i dead or asleep
i don't know it anymore

voice 2

you aren't dead
i locked you up
your body is mine now
now you be silent

voice 1

no don't try to fill me
please don't kill me
don't fear me
love me

voice 2

i'm not your shadow anymore
now you drown in me
you are broken
and i am whole

voice 1

no you aren't
your one part of the puzzle
you fear yourself
take my hand

voice 2

leave me alone
you are the weakest of us
why am i crying
i, i trust you

voice 1

come now take my hand
we'll sit together in our room
and play with teddybears and lolly's
now let's play

Dementia

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 10:14:20 UT

geschreven door mezelf in deze tijden
van nadenken van witte kamers zien
en uit persoonlijke ervaring...
vind je t iets laat t weten ^^

walking through the aeons of my ow mind
the straight path's lead me into insanity
craving for to be whole
crawling towards the snake-entwined path

Discarded from the abyss
locked up in the institute
the medication stimulating-eradication
the man in the white suit, who am i ?

running through white hall's
away from the needles
injection towards insanity
running from myself

my god
who am i
get myself together
give me another shot

strapped to bed
i cannot live or die
what is the state of my mind
need to escape this body

isolation-termination
sitting in a room
only for sides to talk to
i'm on my own

my god
who am i
get myself together
give me another shot

slowly slipping away
in my own head
a carnival
existing of only me

to please, to tease
slivering snakes
mysterious eyes
the ringmaster arives

my god
who am i
get myself together
give me another shot

the whip like sweet ectasy
torture in my head
set me free please
let me be

leave me alone
i need to die
in a white suit we cry
who is we

my god
who am i
get myself together
give me another shot

we are one
we are whole
you cannot deny me
i'm you and you are the copy

no this can't be
you aren't me
you are depraved
welcome to yourself

my god
who am i
get myself together
give me another shot

in the soft room sitting
where is my razor
discovering my arm is bleeding
finally i'm free

18th october

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 14:25:38 UT

tonight will be the night
the fallen will come out shadows
moon will shine high for us
take our hand and become one of night
a shadow of former self

the shivers run
cold dripping sweat on my back
blood rushes through my veins
an extasy...

tonight will be the night
the night of our gig
of our show
of our performance
of our life

of your demise
of your fear
of your life

All Hail Night

me, myself and I

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:07:24 UT

goodday to you all...

the couple of month's since my operation i've been thinking
much thinking about everything... life, myself, religion
spirituality, cruelty , love and hatred... eventually slipping
down in a little deep black hole of a manic world wich made me depraved
stressed and perverted (yes even more!)...so you can call this that i'm going
truly mental...but i like it it gives me a comfort of knowing myself...
i'm living a much more clearer life, being more satisfied and happier
though i strike fear in the hearts of those who i love...
but i'm happy now with who i am...truly am...
cause i'm not alone anymore i'm with me, myself and I

*prrrrr spins like a little kitten*

f*ck off and die!

MARK_0F_THE_W0LF — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:38:17 UT

i'm sick and tired of it all
fuck you all , die
you feed of me when i cry
i'm slipping away, now i fall

i can't see straight anymore
in my hand a razorblade
am i my own shade
this is gonna be bloody gore

you left me i left you
hiding from me with a facial mask
finding the real you seems a fucking task
what is true about you

my heart full needles
put in piece by piece
my eyes full of grease
i am a puppet full of needles

you toy with me like i'm a doll
for the pain you pay
your the target, in don't stray
my bloodsmeared hands, your deathtoll

the satisfaction in misanthropia
a fucking world without you
that should be true
my own personal utopia