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To My Gorgeous Cutie<3

ForeverAzOne180609 — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 22:37:41 UT

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real

Hold on

ForeverAzOne180609 — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 08:46:06 UT

You keep your distance,
I can't deny you.
I got the feeling, can't satisfy you.
I got your picture on the wall.
I got the picture long gone.
You keep your wishes, (keep you wishes)
I keep my feelings.
There goes another one that kept me breathing.
[Duet] I'm waiting for you,
I know your leaving.
I still adore you.
You never need* me.

Hold on.
I've found another way to let you go, away.
Hold on.
You've found another way to bleed my soul, away.

The things you told me,
To hear you speak.
I'm burning slowly,
I'm growing weak.
You bring me closer to, yesterday,
Yesterday's a million miles away.
Why can't you hear me? (why can't you hear me)
Why can't I sleep? (why can't I sleep)
And I don't understand what keeps me breathing.
I'm waiting for you. (im waitin for you)
I know you're leaving,
I'll still adore you,
You never need* me.

Hold on.
I've found another way to let you go, away.
Hold on.
You've found another way to bleed my soul, away.

Hold on.
I've found another way to let you go, away.
Hold on.
You've find another way to bleed my soul, away.
Hold on.
I've found another way to let you go, away.
Hold on.
You've found another way to bleed my soul, away.
Hold on.
Hold on.
Hold on.
Hold on.

x

ForeverAzOne180609 — Mon, 25 May 2009 02:00:04 UT

I think about the days
Im cherishing these memories we have made
We still have our stories
About the times
We stayed up all night talking on the telephone again

We have the best times in life
And i realize its over
Im falling apart without you
We have the best times in life
And i realize its over
Im falling apart without you, again

I saw you last night
Im missing you the most
When i look into your eyes
I can’t stop pretending
That im okay
Im wishing you were sitting home
Thinking about me

And i cant take much more of this
Cause im falling apart without you
And even though i know you’re leaving
Im praying it’s not for good
For good

Violent Kiss

ForeverAzOne180609 — Mon, 11 May 2009 21:16:26 UT

I can't keep pacing
I need your blood tonight
(You're so far from me)
And I'm so weak inside
Come fly to me, I'll show you what it's like
(When the full moon shines)
We'll stop hearts together

When we're conjoined at the lips
I feel alive, I feel undead
Pumping new life through these veins
Holding onto the finest thread

Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
I promise pain will pass you silently, silently
Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
With your neck, I'll kiss you violently, violently

To kiss my lips will leave you cold tonight
(You'll need my blood)
And I'll devote my life
Come fly to me, I'll show you what it's like
(When the full moon shines)
We'll stop hearts together

It's just like me to attach affection to a second chance
So pull me any closer and I can tell you how it ends

Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
I promise pain will pass you silently, silently
Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
With your neck, I'll kiss you violently, violently

Pull away from this embrace before it's too late
Pull away from this embrace before...

Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
I promise pain will pass you silently, silently
Take my hand, grip it tightly (don't let go)
With your neck, I'll kiss you violently, violently

<123

ForeverAzOne180609 — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:32:37 UT

There's something in your ways
That makes me wanna stay here for a thousand years
I need you everyday

I wish I was with you

Everything I feel for you is everything I want to stay with you
If I stay right here and forever with you.

To prisje

ForeverAzOne180609 — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 07:46:02 UT

Angels north, angels south, angels east and west,
please take care of Prisje because she is the best.
she's in my heart she's up above
in a place called heaven that's full of love.
she's with God he needs her now,
but I want her 2 come home somehow.
I miss her holding me in her arms
but now I know she's safe from all of life's harms.
I would give anything for one more minute, one more word
to tell her the things she never heard.
like I love you and I'm sorry I let you down,
but now my heart will wear a frown
until the day we meet again
I'll be there with u forever, together in heaven.

girly i miss u so much
Thx for being the greatest friend

lying awake

ForeverAzOne180609 — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 14:45:01 UT

And if i had the chance to be with you forever i would take away
everything outside of me cause you are so much more,

Take my hand cause im inlove with you and i can't take much more of this
without you here with me....

I love u so.

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:39:30 UT

Because I love you
You're the flame that sets my soul on fire
That special girl I pray for every night
That pretty melody
That plays over and over again in my head
Because I love you
Forever stare at you and never get tired
You're that special someone where i always dreamed off
That special someone that never leaves my mind
That special one that i give my heart to
I would give up everything for u and do anything for you
just to make u happy.
You are the only thing that matters!
You are the most gorgeous person i've ever met
Everytime i hear u my heart beats faster .
Forever in my heart. U are tattooed there.

I love you me & you forever

my world
my heart
my everything

Voor men teddybeertje<3

ForeverAzOne180609 — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 22:19:41 UT

Every time I see your smile
it makes my heart beat fast.
And though it's much too soon to tell,
I’m hoping this will last.
Cuz I just always wanna have you
right here by my side.

I must've done something right to
deserve you in my life.

Even if the moon fell down tonight,
There’d be nothing to worry about at all because you make the whole world shine.
As long as you're here everything will be alright.

U are my everything , I Love Uu so much <3.

<123

ForeverAzOne180609 — Fri, 13 Feb 2009 09:26:29 UT

Always in my heart
you make me feel more loved
than I've ever felt
and happier than I've ever dreamed.
The love and understanding you have
is something I have searched for
my entire life.

Now i can finally say .. I found my True one

I Love Uuuu so much my teddybear

Love

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 21:23:10 UT

You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes

Sometimes I close my eyes
Always, always you are with me

I think of all you are, you are the love of my life<3

.

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 00:12:30 UT

i'm not afraid of u
i'm afraid telling u how i feel
afraid of loving u ...

cuz u're the most wonderful and special person
that came into my life!
Since u came into my life
all my days are sooo beautiful and awesome

everyday i fall even more in love with u<3
wish i could tell u how much i love u

and how much i want to be with u

This is for u

ForeverAzOne180609 — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 09:07:45 UT

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keepin' your faith when it's gold
The one you should call
standing here all alone

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you

<333 To someone Special

ForeverAzOne180609 — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 22:17:01 UT

all my life long i was incomplete
till the day ive met u...
U turned my life into something so perfect and beautiful
U put a smile on my face just with saying hello
U making my heart beat faster and everyday i love u more and more<3

Can't be without u
can't u see that i all i need is u
can't u see baby that u mean the world to me
Can't u see that my heart only beats for u

.

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 20:32:49 UT

After so much suffering
I've finally found a gitl that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

<3

ForeverAzOne180609 — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 22:19:01 UT

I Need U Like A Heart Needs A Beat

miss you so :(

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:35:23 UT

Danny ik mis je zo hard
er gaat geen dag voorbij waar ik niet aan je denk
het is nu zeven jaar geleden dat je bent overleden
maar de pijn is voor mij nog steeds hetzelfde alsof het gisteren
is gebeurt. Sinds je er niet meer bent
ben ik zo verloren , zoveel woede en verdriet in me ... kon je niet
tegen houden

hmmm nonkeltje ik mis je zo
men leven zal nooit meer hetzelfde zijn
niemand die me zegt hoe ik dingen moet aanpakken
niemand die me helpt zoals jij ooit deed
je gaf me kracht in het leven
en weet gwn niet hoe ik verder moet zonder je ...

ik hou van je

R.I.P

life!

ForeverAzOne180609 — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:44:28 UT

live is freakin to short
so live it like everyday is your last
enjoy it

Life is one big party !!!

<3 .... speciaal voor mandy

ForeverAzOne180609 — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 21:37:01 UT

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

Life!

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 18:38:16 UT

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow

my heart

ForeverAzOne180609 — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 20:28:55 UT

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

<3

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 21:04:17 UT

u bring the best out of me
Love you sooo Jamila

tatts

ForeverAzOne180609 — Sat, 10 Feb 2007 17:44:38 UT

new tattoo
is coming soon